it hurts to hear it, to end it, think of it, but i can't thinking about it. The memories, the feelings, everything, it feels just so impossible to ignore those, or forget....the things i have, it's gone? just a few sentence, just a few days, and it's all gone. now i have nothing, i'm totally lost. really wished this never happened, really felt i should do something about it....but i feel there is nothing i can do. I'm short of options, maybe i just dont know what to do...this feeling i have now....it feels horrible, feels like i made this happen myself, feels like better drop dead instead. anger? yes, hating myself for being a part of this fault. yes tear my heart apart, it feels like it was meant for such purpose.
i just cant believe this happened, especially when all of my true feelings are involved. Is this all just a dream? the times that i have all are just dreams? feelings involved are all just dreams? am i never there in the 1st place? wake me up? the end?
why does this has to happen....
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